1. How have you not just gone home to your parents?
2. Are you sure you can do this by yourself?
3. Do you think you will ever be back to your old self again?
First I want to say, yes I am a young woman trying to find my way out of a broken situation, and there are days, when fighting for myself does not seem worth it. That was until “Fight Song” by Rachel Platten came on my music station, and I realized every single day I am fighting, and I am writing my own fight song. So yes, I am still learning that it is not easy to pull the pieces of my life back together as fast as I want, but here are the answers to your questions: and here is how I am a living fight song.
1. I have really considered going home, but what does that show about me with everything I have been though. My parents have supported me every day, and are the strength behind my fight song. They have taught me that I can pick up the pieces of my broken self one piece at a time, and I am so blessed to have them by my side this whole time.
2. No, I am not sure, but I sure as hell am trying, and I have never been alone. I have the love and support of so many family members and friends. I also have my faith as I take these next steps in my life. I am never alone, and I will never stop fighting.
3. No, I won’t ever be my old self again, and honestly I am okay with that.
So yes:
“This is my fight song
Take back my life song,
Prove I'm alright song,
My power's turned on.
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care if nobody else believes
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me.”
“Fight Song”-Rachel Platten.
XoXo,
Molly
PS: Always Keep Fighting